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The Things That Keep Me Up

by Goner

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1.
Buried 03:25
Could you take my conscience Place it in a box underground You can seal my guilt too Pack on the dirt so they can never be found I'll dissipate before too long You won't find me I'm buried under the weight of what I've done And I'm dying I'm so tired of hiding A troubled past It consumes me nightly With pressure building I'll finally give in They say with truth comes healing Take the time to reminisce Reflecting on the scope of this The consequences I'd remiss I know I'm the cause of it Buried under the weight of what I've done
2.
Have Faith 02:49
How high is that horse That you can easily ignore All the anguish that you cause To those whose faith that you implore? Despondent Cause you've made up your mind You've determined who's deserving And who's left behind Don't tell me "have faith" When you never show your face for anything I don't need your grace Because I don't believe in anything Savior can you help me out I'm drowning in my doubts Savior can you hear me now All my faith's run out You cast us out for having doubts But until you show your face I'll be an unbeliever
3.
Silhouette 03:50
You're cold and shallow And I was nothing more than a tool For you to misuse Well you pushed your luck But the splinter gets stuck as you Go back to where you found me You try to hide in plain sight But I've shed the light You never were a friend to me You're just a silhouette Of a decent human being You're no good You'll try to use me again But you'll learn as soon as the splinter sets in So stay away from me You're only toxic Can't be washed clean You'll smile as you hold me down Under the water you'd watch me drown You'll find in due time You've got no place left to hide
4.
Lie To Me 03:36
I was so naive to even think that You could ever say something that you'd mean You know just how to talk to me You know how to make me feel I'm something So lie to me cause I don't wanna know Let me believe that you're at home alone Grasping at anything I searched for a meaning But what I found isn't what I need Such unaware transient beings We're searching for substance that's always fleeting But you know just how to talk to me Use me but help me to feel whole Because you've crawled into my brain And hollowed out your home So lie to me
5.
Hollow 05:14
You're hollow I know cause you told me The warning signs were pointing my way from the beginning You're empty You're as shallow as the banks that greet the sea You're calloused and numb Done purposely So you don't feel a thing I did my best To fill the hole in your chest And ignore the pain I'm feeling in my head So take what's left And try to just forget Everything you said Cause it just reflects that you're Understand I know that I was just a pawn You let inside A game you played to fill the void you hide But you're found out So tear your walls down Or you'll never mean anything to anyone again
6.
I'm careless And I'm selfish Sometimes I don't even call my parents I'm shiftless And I'm unfocused Most times I don't even think it's worth it But I'll try To be better Than I have been for most of my life It's not easy going back and starting over But I'll find solace in my own discomfort Become familiar with the things that keep me up

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released January 26, 2018

All music written and recorded by Goner

Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Jonas Vece at Second Born Sound in Boulder City, NV

Photo by Dylan Baeza

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